k0nstantinexo

starting over...

2006-02-16T21:36:13Z

so i had pretty much forgotten about this thing. and i realized that i really did miss writting in it so i decided that im gonna try to start again cause it made me happy most of the time. um so so much has happened since last year. everything happens for a reason and i know i am a happier and stronger person for going through everything that happened last year. kaki and rachel are still my best friends and the people i love more than anything in the world and i honestly dont know what i would do without them. sara and emily are also my very close friends and i hope they know how lucky i feel that they have stuck by my side through everything. i love you guys so much. hmm new things...oh! i have an awesome boyfriend, luke who i like alot and have so much fun with

seussical is so much fun. even better that 42nd street. im a bird girl along with allison, brittany and rhea who btw is THE COOLEST FRESHMAN EVER! and they're all crazy and i <3 them all! the other set of bird girls are cassie, kate, jillie and rachel who are all so talented and awesome and i <3 them too! everyone in the cast is amazing and im so happy to be with them again. opening night is in exactly two weeks from today and im so excitedd!!!!

yesterday we had cake:) it made me smile.

ok i better go cause me and kak are going to passy's. bye bye kids<3

we are the canvas

2005-08-26T17:09:47Z

You know you've been in spruce too long when...

1-real french toast is a delicacy
2-you un cuff your jeans and hay falls out
3-you "pee..but just this much....."
4-you mohawk jen's hair for star wars weekend
5-you know one specific fact about each horse's personality (jimi's favorite color is navy blue)
6-you do drill team on foot for parents
7-you know the way to amirillo
8-you use food products in place of curse words (jesus christ=cheese and rice)
9-you know the meaning of sheath cleaning and you still do it
10-you have heard meredith talk about penguins for atleast a half hour
11-you've been farted on numerous times by your counciler
12-you've "made fruit salad" while riding a horse
13-fabreeze substitues for deoderant
14-the salamander dance replaces the electric slide
15-you have a dance for each mood you're in
16-your cabin is special for a reason...
17-you almost die in a freak lightning storm
18-the "evil" horse becomes one of your favorite people to talk to..I LOVE YOU JIMI!
19-you fight a two front war..one on boys and one on bugs
20-when you feel more close to the people you live with for a month than some of the people you've known your whole life at home

goodnight camp mason<3

i love kaki emma wehmann

2005-06-22T02:45:57Z

so real2389: liz...
so real2389: um..
so real2389: will you have sex with me?
so real2389: unprotected i mean. i like it rough.

haha...and i love oklahoma and everyone in it...yea thats right I LOVE AN MTC SHOW....deal with it

you'll be with me like a hand print on my heart..

2005-06-03T23:51:45Z

i cant believe dance is over...this year has been so amazing..children was the best dance i have ever done and it was so much fun. thank you so much ms. debbie..we'll miss you so much<3..and ballet w. tracey was amazing too! amy, kim, julie, jackie-you guys are so funny and i love u! CRAB SOCCER!!!! shake the dirt off the shoulders for finale!!! HAHAHHAH<333 never forgettt!

new pics on the pictures link up top!

sara-amazing mall day today hunny! thank you! i love you! HIV HIV HIV<3

BEACH TOMORROW !!!!! CALLEY STEEL=LIFE!!!!!<3

SARA CUNNINGHAM=HOTTTIIEEEEEEE

2005-06-02T18:35:23Z

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I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW.

Auto response from Pineyluvs2dance: I <3 Novicane

2005-05-24T19:25:40Z

i love emily nixon. mucho. she's amazing tie dyingness love.

have i told you how sorry i am for being this way?

2005-05-23T23:33:26Z

"why can't you just admit it?

you're both so ashamed

you're perfect little girl is fucked up and she's to blame

now you're learning new vocabulary like 'pain' and 'sorrow'

and you're so caught up in yourself, you dont realize that she's not sure if she wants to see tomorrow

you think you can make everything go away

just like that

well get it through your heads; y o u c a n t

never will you take away this evil diety that lives inside of her

the voice that she is forced to worship and to obey

the voice of a god whom no one can take away

...because that voice is her own"

i love calley,sara and emily<3

2005-05-22T16:15:58Z

before i begin , i would just like to say how absolutely gorgeous calley looked in her prom dress..i wasn't there but i went over her house before prom and omg she was so pretty. it made my day so much better from telling that she was really happy...

oh em gee. so yesterday=craziest night of my LIFE.so..it started out pretty normally, i had my dress rehersal for dance. we fucked up our ballet dance but out tap was amazing and it makes me happy and i love kim, amy and sharon cause they're amazing and they make me happy..

so then i came home and i emily called me and i went over to sara's house..when i got there cal was there too, but her and emily left after like 10 mins..so then sara and i had an amazing convorsation in her bed and i love her<3 we basically talked about how much we love ms. calley steel. yea we're amazing.

SSSSOOOOO. a little but after that, sara walked me to rachel's house, but we got lost so cal picked us up and droped me off at rach's and they went w. em to the ska concert and starwars....so when i got to rach's, it was me, rach, kak, brian, oren, tom, joe, brandon, maggie, mel and jenny. it was amazingly fun cause they made me a norwegian shirt that made me pee my pants in laughter...so me rach and brandon made 6 dozen cookies and then ate them cause were that fat. hahahhaha. then we all went downstairs...haaha it was a good time..

ok so i know this is getting long but trust me its worth it....so then cal, sara and em picked me up from rach's around 1:30ish and basically, we went swimming in humberto's pool..in his shorts..it was amazing but really really cold. it was possibly the most random thing i have ever done in my life...then we all went back to sara's house..then colin came over and we were scared that sara's parents would know that him and humbtero were there and so we locked them outside for a little lol...then cal took them home.....hahahah.

then calley finally came home and then we just talked in sara's bed till about 6:00 in the morning...then we finally fell asleep..me on top of sara's back hahahaha. good times..

oh my god. calley steel, sara cunningham and emily nixon make my life so much better<3 i love you guys so freaking much. good luck at ur voice concert cal! u'll be amazing cause you always are..and sara-call me whenever you freak out lol.

peace kidlings xoxo

im sorry</3

2005-05-18T16:53:52Z

ok so yesterday was pretty funny. first, after school, alex and i walked to acme..we got there and we were walking around w. our fruity pebbles and pop tarts..then we were like..what are we missing? so we walked down the frozen foon isle and it hit us! ben & jerry's ice cream..DUH..so we have all this crap (including our cutlery..hahah) and we go to pay..and we dont have any money..omg it was the funniest thing..so we were like "can u put this on hold for us?" and the lady looked like she wanted to shoot us. then we called my mom and luckily she braught us money..so we paid and ate our ice cream outside..then we walked home singing the ENTIRE wicked soundtrack<33 omg i love alex shes so funny....

then later i went to ballet where me and kim ran around seranading (sp?) eachother from mulan songs..hahaha it was so fun..but the tracy came in and yelled at me...what else is new lol...then i left early and she hated me again for that but thats okay...then i went to oklahoma rehersal where i saw my hubby and we get to dance w. like 40 year old men..HAHHAHHAHAHAH oh man. it was actually really really fun. then calley took me home and we talked for like an hour and it was amazing and i love u so much cal and i'll always stand by you no matter what<3 and u seriously can live at my house..like no joke..my mom loves u more than she loves me so its okay lol..

so then i woke up to my alarm this morning..and i was like ya know what? fuck you alarm. so i turned it off and went back to sleep till like 12...so obviously im home..haha i <3 this..yea..im just that cool...if anyone wants to visit me, text the cellular device kidlings...

k peace playaasssssssssssssss
mad love hommies

i love how black i am

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-05-12T19:19:00

2005-05-12T23:24:16Z

Bold what applies to you :) I have kissed someone..

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
who was high
who I had just met
who was homosexual. (um..shall we really re-visit that one?)
who I didn't really want to kiss
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone else at the time.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.

who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style. (oohh backstage memories....)
upsidedown. NO BUT I REALLY WANT TO!
on a pool table.
playing spin the bottle.
who you were in love with.

some things i cannot change, but till i try i'll never know....

2005-05-08T14:01:38Z

ok so yesterday=best day of my life. first, me and calley went to haddonfield and thrifted. omg it was awesome cause calley is amazing. she got amazing prom jewlery and i got a hot ass sparkly belt..so then we played at the ues for a little bit and then went to 5 below! oh man. that store=my life. i got amazing earrings. and SILLY PUDDY!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!!!! be jealous...so then later we went and picked up sara and emily and we all went to battle of the bands..oh man heres where it gets good...so somehow humberto got cal's phone and we were all chasing him to get it back, so he said he was going into the men's room. i warned him that i would go in to get it but i guess he didnt believe me...so he goes in..and i go in after him..omg...and in the corner of my eye there was an old guy peeing...extremely disturbing..so i ran out like peeing my pants laughing..but i didnt get calley's phone back, so she goes in and gets it! ohhhhh man...then later we kept pinching humberto's ass....dont ask...so all the bands were awesome by the way man...so after, me, cal, sara, emily, zach and humberto all piled into suzjola and went off to sara's house. where we managed to have a detailed convorsation about...stuff..hahahhahaha oh man i love them. then we took zach home and calley and i slept at sara's. oh man i had so much fun...

ps. the truck DOES change colors kids..

i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now

2005-05-02T19:19:55Z

ok so this weekend i saw the phantom of the opera. it was seriously the most amazing thing i have ever seen in my life. gahhh i cant even explain. the music litterally paralyzed(sp?) me. ashgdkagshjfa. it was amazing.

so on friday i went to rach's w. ppl...aka kak,joe,tom and brian. joe and i were in the grass..at like 10 at night..for like 5 hours...it was...uh...fun? yea i guess u could say that...so then we went inside and everyone was making matzah pizza. cause rachel is soooooooo jewish. and then we watched tv till i died and left.

yea...so fill this out for me? mmkkay thanks friends..

So, what would you do if..

» I died:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my...
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

Would you...
» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
» Rape me?:

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-04-27T20:56:00

2005-04-28T00:57:35Z

i havent updated in a while..sorry kids..

im too lazy now. so just look at my pics at the link @ the top mkay thanks....

many smooches

the stars in our eyes are slowly fading away..

2005-04-08T18:23:39Z

ok so today was really bad. except for 2nd period when kelly and i convinced ms. finelli that we had serious emotional problems and needed to talk to mr. borris..so we get there. and have an amazing convorsation w. him that involved him calling us sluts and talking about our hair. haha only me and kel could possibly have inside jokes w. a teacher. oh man how i love us...anyways..so then we were bored so mr. borris sent us on a mission! we went outside and picked flowers and then went to give them to this lady at the administration office. HAHA. oh man. the bennifits of having a fucked up life and having to talk to mr. borris about it. aahh goooooood times kel! i love u!

mkay so lately ive been missing 42nd street more than ever. i started to listen to the soundtdtrack and just from the overture i had to turn it off cause i was sobbing. oh man. i'll never forget that exhillaration(sp?) of hearing that overture from behind the curtain. the best feeling in the world was hearing the audience gasp when the saw our feet. nothing can ever compare. i love u all so much and i miss it more than anything. can't wait till next year although i know that no cast will ever be the same as our 42nd street cast.

yeah im done. peace hommies.

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-04-04T20:20:00

2005-04-05T00:25:06Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Liz
Birthday:	October 13th
Birthplace:	Summit
Current Location:	Mo-town
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	brown/blonde
Height:	tall..
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty
Your Heritage:	irish, german, french and brittish i believe?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	pink steve maddens w. perdy flowers:)
Your Weakness:	i have no self control
Your Fears:	heights, clowns, spiders, being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	peperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	to get happier :-/
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	not this again..
Your Best Physical Feature:	uh....eyes?
Your Bedtime:	depends
Your Most Missed Memory:	being a happy little kid
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi..duh
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither..yucky
Single or Group Dates:	group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	why me? no, never
Do you Sing:	not very well
Do you Shower Daily:	yussss
Have you Been in Love:	........yeeaaaa :(
Do you want to go to College:	yep
Do you want to get Married:	eventually
Do you belive in yourself:	..no comment
Do you get Motion Sickness:	at times
Do you think you are Attractive:	not really
Are you a Health Freak:	i take vitaminsss..?
Do you get along with your Parents:	noooooo
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes i <3 em
Do you play an Instrument:	i wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no :)
In the past month have you Smoked:	eewwwwww
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	um eck thats gross
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes. two days ago.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no....random...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	ew no i hate the stuff
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes :D ..oh god i miss 42nd street so much<3
In the past month have you been Dumped:	not exactly
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	hahhahha. no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	not unless u count toothpicks
Ever been Drunk:	not really..
Ever been called a Tease:	yeaaaa
Ever been Beaten up:	no!
Ever Shoplifted:	not that i can remember
How do you want to Die:	no comment.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	not what, but who. and i WILL be Idina Menzel. yes.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Spain or France
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	hazel
Favourite Hair Color:	dark brown
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	the taller the better!
Weight:	just not like obese
Best Clothing Style:	anything vintage or original
Number of Drugs I have taken:	NONE
Number of CDs I own:	TONS
Number of Piercings:	not too many
Number of Tattoos:	ones plenty
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	oh so many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

and know whatever way our stories end, i know u have re-written mine by being my friend..

2005-03-25T23:22:57Z

hey kids. um today was amazing. first, i went over to kaki's and we did my amazing nails and my amazing side ponytail. cause i am THAT cool. then we went to haddonfield and met tom, brian, lauren, moem karli and rach! i love them<33 we walked around downtown and me and karli majorly heart to hearted<3.

kak quotes of the day:

"liz, did ur mom ever tell you that you're just not that bright?"

"OH YEAH WELL UR MOM HAS A FRO!"

haha. i love u guys.

peace homies.

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-03-21T19:21:00

2005-03-22T00:31:36Z

I’VE HEARD IT SAID
THAT PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES FOR A REASON
BRINGING SOMETHING WE MUST LEARN
AND WE ARE LED
TO THOSE WHO HELP US MOST TO GROW
IF WE LET THEM
AND WE HELP THEM IN RETURN
WELL, I DON’T KNOW IF I BELIEVE THAT’S TRUE
BUT I KNOW I’M WHO I AM TODAY
BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

LIKE A COMET PULLED FROM ORBIT
AS IT PASSES A SUN

LIKE A STREAM THAT MEETS A BOULDER
HALFWAY THROUGH THE WOOD
WHO CAN SAY IF I’VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
BUT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU
I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD …

IT WELL MAY BE
THAT WE WILL NEVER MEET AGAIN
IN THIS LIFETIME
SO LET ME SAY BEFORE WE PART
SO MUCH OF ME
IS MADE OF WHAT I LEARNED FROM YOU
YOU’LL BE WITH ME
LIKE A HANDPRINT ON MY HEART
AND NOW WHATEVER WAY OUR STORIES END
I KNOW YOU HAVE RE-WRITTEN MINE
BY BEING MY FRIEND...

LIKE A SHIP BLOWN FROM ITS MOORING
BY A WIND OFF THE SEA
LIKE A SEED DROPPED BY A SKYBIRD
IN A DISTANT WOOD
WHO CAN SAY IF I’VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
BUT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

BECAUSE I KNEW YOU
I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD...

AND JUST TO CLEAR THE AIR
I ASK FORGIVENESS
FOR THE THINGS I’VE DONE YOU BLAME ME FOR

BUT THEN, I GUESS WE KNOW
THERE’S BLAME TO SHARE

AND NONE OF IT SEEMS TO MATTER ANYMORE

LIKE A COMET PULLED FROM
ORBIT AS IT PASSES A SUN
LIKE A STREAM THAT MEETS A
BOULDER HALF-WAY
THROUGH THE WOOD

LIKE A SHIP BLOWN OFF ITS
MOORING BY A WIND OFF THE
SEA LIKE A SEED DROPPED BY A
BIRD IN
THE WOOD

WHO CAN SAY IF I’VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
I DO BELIEVE I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER

AND BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...

BECAUSE I KNEW YOU...
I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD.

KLC-i love you girls always<3

i will remember you, will you remember me?...

2005-03-13T18:40:12Z

:'( i came home last night and balled my eyes out. holy shit. i you all so fucking much 42nd Streeters...SO MANY GREAT TIMES..

*getting married to calley
*having our lovely son, jen
*poonjab..need i say more?
*THE BONNET!
*dancing whores
*pregnant annie
*"someone farted...KELSEY!"
*me and kelly "finding eachother"HAHHAH
*back stage dancing w. steph & lindsay!
*model walk!
*under the table talks-nothing better ;)

i seriously love u all so much...Cs*Bf*Bw*Kb*Cg*Aa*Kp*Kc*Sw*-im so glad i got close w. all of you, i love u guys to death. thanks for making my 1st high school musical unforgettable<3

i can't wait till next year guys. you're all amazing.

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-03-10T17:09:00

2005-03-10T22:09:24Z

k0nstantinexo @ 2005-03-10T16:06:00

2005-03-10T21:07:05Z

haha. i love it when my mom believes that i really am sick.

someone kidnap me

iknowimtheonlyonewhocanstopit..ijustdontknowhow

2005-03-09T23:56:06Z

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will it ever end?..wil it ever stop?
can i stop the motion of the ticking clocks?

imtooscaredtoknowtheanswer

and these scars remind me that the past is real..

2005-03-06T21:22:06Z

wow. i haven't updated in so long!..ok well opening night was..well we did good but the sound & mics got all screwed up. but it was still fun..and then friday night was absolutely AMAZING. i don't know if we can top that guys! it was so much fun!..then after the show friday we all went to bennigans and it was a good timeeeee..then the show last night was really good too, but i dont think it was as good as friday night..then we all went to brittany's house..me and chelsea sat under the table & talked! hahhha and then everyone joined us and we started a huge game of never have i ever! omg it was so much fun. so today i was in a really bad mood, but then calley came and kidnaped me and saved me!!...we drove around and then picked up chelsea and went to zelly park where me and chelsea um..well lets just say we had a good time HAHHAHAHAHHA!!! OH MAN.."thats an interesting feeling.." LOL!..then we went to starbucks and went back to calley's and ate EGG SANDWICHES! THEY WERE AMAZINGGGGG!!! hahahaha. then we went to my house and ate chocolate & talked and stuff..oh man i love calley and chelsea soooo much<33..so now im sitting here listening to wicked<333 and wishing my loves were still hereeeeeee :(...

keep up the good work 42nd Streetersss! we're doing awesomeee i love u all!

wishing i were somewhere else..

2005-02-27T16:08:10Z

rehersay yesterday was so much fun!!..oh man i have like 8 costume changes and i thaught that was alot but other people have like 109347i973287589258! i feel so bad!..yeah so i ripped my regency dress yesterday cause im a retard. haha. i still can't believe opening night is in like 4 days. HOLY SHIT. does anyone else feel like we're not gonna be ready with just two rehersals left?..anyways..friday night was fun. me and kristen went to calley's and we watched garden state and ate food!

kristen:"mother.. fricker"
calley:"who the fuck says mother fricker?" haha i love u guys..u always cheer me up!<3

so then last night i went over lauren's with kelly and we watched mulan..yes we are that cool..and the best part was we all knew every word to every song! hahahhahhahahhahh! good times guys<3..i dont have any plans today..i need to get out of my house so anyone who can drive come kidnap me? please?

"and when the broken hearted people living in the world agree that there will be an answer, let it be"

random....

come take me away . please.

with my head in my hands, i sit and cry...

2005-02-21T04:08:50Z

My weekend so far:

ok well 1st, thursday rehersal was amazing..ok so then friday i was over at kaki's all day. it was awesome. we ate her gushers and went to don pablos cause we're that cool. hehe. then when i came home, i went over to kristen's for a little and we watched the notebook! omg SO SADDDDD!..

then on saturday, kate and i went into philly and shopped at urban outfitters! omg it was soooo much fun! that store is officially my LIFE. then we went to the hark rock cafe and had amazing milkshakes<33..haha we were such tourists kate! lol..then i came home and watched garden state with my sister

hhmm..oh yes. then today, i went over rach's house and we heart to hearted slash blobbed around and played nintendo. YESSS it was much fun indeed. then we met up w. kak at the mall and went shopping slash ate cause thats what we do best!..and now kak and linds are here and we're watching nicktoons. BE JEALOUSSSSSSSSSS.

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today..

2005-02-18T23:12:38Z

today was so much fun! ok well first i woke up at like 12 and it felt so good to actually have gotten more than 5 hours of sleep..then i went over to kaki's and oh my god. she makes my life. she baught bulk boxes of cheezits, dunkaroos, gushers, and york pepermint patties. YES be jealous. then we got hungry and we went to don pablos. and we took random pictures cause we're just that cool hahahaha. oh man good times. then i came home..i think im going out to starbucks later w. kristenn! yay!..someone text me cause im boredddddd.

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